I’ve been in a rut for a long time. It started before the pandemic, but the last two years have only worsened it. I have been extremely self critical, castigating myself for “seeking attention” online, telling myself any creative work I could make would be useless and boring, that I’m not capable of making anything worthwhile. I quit Twitter and tried to post as little as possible. I have tried to turn off my desire to express myself.
Cold war
Cold war
Cold war
I’ve been in a rut for a long time. It started before the pandemic, but the last two years have only worsened it. I have been extremely self critical, castigating myself for “seeking attention” online, telling myself any creative work I could make would be useless and boring, that I’m not capable of making anything worthwhile. I quit Twitter and tried to post as little as possible. I have tried to turn off my desire to express myself.