I’ve been in a rut for a long time. It started before the pandemic, but the last two years have only worsened it. I have been extremely self critical, castigating myself for “seeking attention” online, telling myself any creative work I could make would be useless and boring…
This is the third part in my series about living as an American in Australia during the pandemic. You can read parts one and two at Gizmodo, here and…
CW: This post discusses suicide. It’s been two months since I last wrote here, and they’ve been strange ones. A few days after my last post, on Easter…
A Greek temple destroyed in the Late Bronze Age collapse. I often feel like there’s no escape from my observation of myself. When I was a teenager and…
I started this newsletter because I felt lost. However many months later, I don’t know how much that’s changed. I’m still conflicted about how and…
Taken on our last night in our apartment in the McKibben Lofts. Last night I finished watching How To with John Wilson on HBOMax. Produced by Nathan for…
What my brain looks like after quitting Twitter. Last week I went into a bookshop for the first time in probably a year. I picked up a book called…
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